Its over now........

I always wrote of joy but why don't I write something sad. I tried to write the very first feelings when the girl left her lover.
Its my first try in this mood. Your "suggestions" are requested.

So you knew my heart was beating for you,

Still you just passed by,

Crushed my feelings, broke my dreams

and left me to cry.

The moments the golden ones,

we spent holding hand,

a tide came in life and ,

swept it like it all made of sand.

What should I do now,

when you are gone,

where to start from,

I can't move on

I still remember 

the first sight of you

wondered to see what GOD created

stunned standing not a single clue

the decency the innocency

the glittering golden shade

that hypnotic smile

never meant to be fade

You had so much gadgets,

I only had you.

you are still the rose and 

I'm the wiped dew

You used to tell

you won't leave me alone,

what have you done now,

were then child and now you are grown!!

pillow is drenched in the water,

flooding from my eyes.

what have you done to me,

there can never be such demise.

So you knew I can't live alone,

Still you just passed by,

Crushed my feelings, broke my dreams

and left me to cry.